Rising like a tide!!!!!!!

I'll rise after my fall!!!Things have gone wrong,Life's become hell,What should I say,Thers so much to tell.Dera old life,With freinds gone away,Thats the reason perhaps,I'm walking the wrong way.No one to really talk to,Some dont listen to me anymore,And the remainig who do,Are such a terrible bore.The fun we used to have,Seems a thing of the past,Studies have become tougher,Life's pace is so fast.False rumours about me,Prevent me from making freinds,Howmuchever I try,I reach a dead end.I hate being ignored,I hate being a castaway,But htere's nothing I fell I can do,Life's some time this way.I earlier made some freinds,Who I thought were the height of cool,But as they came closer to me,I knew I was a fool.They got me into bad habits.They taught me to smoke and drink,And now I feel stuck,Away from these temptations,I cant shrink.Oh!What happened & why?Things, again went the wrong way,I wronged myself because,Distractions swayed me away.I wont give up, I wont give in,I've got miles yet to go,I wont let my future get disturbed,By things that happened ago.I beg myself for forgiveness,I'll repeat these things never,But now I feel changed,Cause I've changed.........forever.I know I'm gonna win,I gonna defeat them all,Because just like a tide,I'll rise after my fall!!!!!!!!!